I wish there was a way to fast forward this part. But I think that’s the whole point. The only way out of anything is THROUGH. You can’t go around it, you can’t go over it or under it, you have to go through it to get from it what you are supposed to learn. I know I have come a long way but still feel that I’m totally lost in so many ways. I don’t feel like myself anymore. Who am I? In the meantime there is just putting one foot in front of the other, taking it day by day and trying to remember who I am underneath all this hurt, instead of believing who my insecurities and fears are trying to make me.